Originally published on Thought Catalog. So you say you want to take me out for coffee, and just talk. All you want is to listen to me talk, the opportunity to get inside my head for just a few minutes to try to see what it is that drives me. I think you see past the facade I try so desperately to plaster on myself day in and day out. Behind all of this is just a scared, sad girl trying to make it through every new day with an ounce of hope that one day this will all make sen